The Dazzle Time
BY MAUREEN HYNES
The skies are emptying of airplanes, maybe
even drones, but my mind is full of intentions
that take off but never seem to land.
They hover mid-air at the grey horizon,
shadowing the late afternoon sun.
What strange internalized days
we are enduring—some of us welcoming
them, some chafing against their blankness.
David Milne, married twice but a solitary man,
painted city streets, lakes and leafy trees
pressed fanshape-flat against the sky,
often a woman sewing or reading
in a wicker chair, a still life with a cobalt blue
medicine bottle. Whatever’s in front of me.
Developed the practice of leaving a blank
space somewhere in the canvas, called it
“the dazzle area.” One unpainted
building, say, in a crowded cityscape, to
snatch and release your interest,
engage it elsewhere on the canvas.
Blank—before it meant white, it meant
to shine, to flash, to burn. Is this
the blank spot in our years? Can we
gleam in isolation, polish our inner
lives, brighten our songs & odes, bleach
our regrets? But now it’s time for more
window-gazing. The number of kids
in the tiny park behind our house: zero.
MAUREEN HYNES is a past winner of the League of Canadian Poets’ Gerald Lampert Prize. Her fifth collection, Sotto Voce, was a finalist for the Pat Lowther Award and the Golden Crown Literary Society’s poetry award for lesbian writers (U.S.).